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ugh
this week has just been very 'ugh'
it hasn't been bad just one of those 'week before break/I've been seeing the same people every day for too long if I see them again I'm gonna kill someone/sleep deprived/sick/too much work/lazy/stupid week' I don't know if anyone else is feeling that way but I certainly am. This is where the post gets pissy/bitchy/stupid (just a warning)
So someone stole 20-30 dollars from me on monday (I'm pretty sure it was at the rehearsal) which meant that I had seven dollars to buy Todd/John/myself dinner. which meant that Todd and I split something and I brought John his burger (don't even think about apolagizing mr yours was under 2 dollars and you're worth two dollars to me) and I'm really upset/pissed about it...because like first of all...that was my xmas money, not the money I got for xmas...the money I EARNED to spend on other peoples presents....and second...if someone needed money they coulda asked I would have given it away....you should all know I'm horrible at keeping my money I always give it away....*sighs* so that made me angry then I told my dad and he said it was my fault and that made me angry too kuz...honestly not much makes me happier then people being proud of me and like...for something shitty like that to happen and then for him to call me irresponsible really upset me kuz I feel like I do a lot around my house but *shrugs* whatever
Then today I wanted to go to Andrews house after driving but I call to ask and find my dad pissed he told me to come home. So I do and find my mom locked in her room crying my sister yelling and my dad basically trying to shut her the fuck up. I guess my sister hadn't done the shit my mom called home to do (clean the kitchen, wash pots, empty dishwasher ect) and so my mom fucking FLIPPED out and now we're all irresponsible and horrible and don't deserve xmas presents (that's right, she said that) and its shitty kuz when she called I made sure to do everything she asked before going to drivers ed...and like for me not to be allowed out because of shit karen does drives me crazy, I fucking put away her breakfast food/dishes this morning and cleaned the kitchen before vikki came but nope, I'm irresponsible and don't even deserve christmas presents....
so you guys I'm sorry I don't know if any of you will get presents this year and I feel really really shitty I just....*sighs* I don't know if I'll be allowed out of the house, or have money or anything....
ugh whatever....
this week has just been very 'ugh'
it hasn't been bad just one of those 'week before break/I've been seeing the same people every day for too long if I see them again I'm gonna kill someone/sleep deprived/sick/too much work/lazy/stupid week' I don't know if anyone else is feeling that way but I certainly am. This is where the post gets pissy/bitchy/stupid (just a warning)
So someone stole 20-30 dollars from me on monday (I'm pretty sure it was at the rehearsal) which meant that I had seven dollars to buy Todd/John/myself dinner. which meant that Todd and I split something and I brought John his burger (don't even think about apolagizing mr yours was under 2 dollars and you're worth two dollars to me) and I'm really upset/pissed about it...because like first of all...that was my xmas money, not the money I got for xmas...the money I EARNED to spend on other peoples presents....and second...if someone needed money they coulda asked I would have given it away....you should all know I'm horrible at keeping my money I always give it away....*sighs* so that made me angry then I told my dad and he said it was my fault and that made me angry too kuz...honestly not much makes me happier then people being proud of me and like...for something shitty like that to happen and then for him to call me irresponsible really upset me kuz I feel like I do a lot around my house but *shrugs* whatever
Then today I wanted to go to Andrews house after driving but I call to ask and find my dad pissed he told me to come home. So I do and find my mom locked in her room crying my sister yelling and my dad basically trying to shut her the fuck up. I guess my sister hadn't done the shit my mom called home to do (clean the kitchen, wash pots, empty dishwasher ect) and so my mom fucking FLIPPED out and now we're all irresponsible and horrible and don't deserve xmas presents (that's right, she said that) and its shitty kuz when she called I made sure to do everything she asked before going to drivers ed...and like for me not to be allowed out because of shit karen does drives me crazy, I fucking put away her breakfast food/dishes this morning and cleaned the kitchen before vikki came but nope, I'm irresponsible and don't even deserve christmas presents....
so you guys I'm sorry I don't know if any of you will get presents this year and I feel really really shitty I just....*sighs* I don't know if I'll be allowed out of the house, or have money or anything....
ugh whatever....