One sad day!!!!
JonnyBoi2120: hey
sexiness96: hey bby!!!
JonnyBoi2120: i didnt see you after school today
sexiness96: yea sry ... my instructor wouldnt let me go...
sexiness96: we hav a 10 30 day tomarrow right???
JonnyBoi2120: I was gonna talk to you bout the stress/depression shit
JonnyBoi2120: yea
sexiness96: **sigh**
JonnyBoi2120: NO LUNCH!
sexiness96: r u ok??
JonnyBoi2120: not really
sexiness96: ??
sexiness96:
JonnyBoi2120: i have so much damn responsability l8ly
JonnyBoi2120: too much shit ya know
sexiness96: yea... i kno ...
JonnyBoi2120: drill, work, school, hw, mom
JonnyBoi2120: and you
sexiness96: yea..
JonnyBoi2120: CRAZINESS!
JonnyBoi2120: !!!!!!!!
JonnyBoi2120: Im gonna drown myself in slurpee
sexiness96: NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sexiness96: lol
JonnyBoi2120: lol
JonnyBoi2120: its not fair to you
JonnyBoi2120: like this weekend i cnt see you
JonnyBoi2120: Im booked scraight through
sexiness96: sigh**
sexiness96: what r u doin??
JonnyBoi2120: dentist appointment and permit at dmv ad drill and worl
JonnyBoi2120: k*
sexiness96: o... Damn boy!!!!
JonnyBoi2120: Im sorry
sexiness96: Dont b stressed out bout not c n me its fine.... i would like 2 c u but there have been weekends where I was busy
sexiness96: Dont b sorry u have nothing to appoligize 4
JonnyBoi2120: babe i cant do it anyme it goes against every thing i stand for its not fair to you or me....
sexiness96: so what r u saying??
JonnyBoi2120: idk
sexiness96: do u want to end it??
sexiness96: i mean i dont want to but i only want what makes u happy
sexiness96: soo...
sexiness96: it up 2 u...
JonnyBoi2120: Baby Im so scare tho cuz i really really have so many good feelings for you but its just not fair and its makin me depressed cuz i feel obligated to you and im noy fulfillin that obligation
sexiness96: baby...
sexiness96: i love u so much i dont want to end it ... i dont exactly kno why u feel that way... i dont want u to feel obligated to me... i mean i want u to enjoy our relationship and if ur not ...idk....
sexiness96: ahhhhhh
JonnyBoi2120: i knw.......thats another reason im so stressed.....
JonnyBoi2120: But i cant juggle all these things at one time.....
JonnyBoi2120: so idk i dont think i can have a relationship with ANYONE right now.....
sexiness96: idk i have been a little stressed to cause it feels like we r drifting apart i don kno what the hell to do
JonnyBoi2120: I wanted to talk to you about this face to face
JonnyBoi2120: its cuz Im deressed
JonnyBoi2120: we dont see each other and when we do its at school and all esticted and idk everyone is watching us and i dont like it
sexiness96: yea...
sexiness96: i understand ...
JonnyBoi2120: thats why i feel obligated to have a relationship outta chool but i cant so thas why I want to kinda end it for now
sexiness96: just so u kno i do truely LOVE you....
JonnyBoi2120: i know
sexiness96: yea...
sexiness96: if it makes u happy
JonnyBoi2120: i love you to........i think about you all the time i tossed this around in my head for a day and a half........I wrote about it in my journal in english for an emotional battl and my teach was askin me bout it....its just.....shit
Auto response from sexiness96: GRRRR LIFE SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sexiness96: its fine who knows what the fuchur holds
JonnyBoi2120: im sorry babygurl
sexiness96: its ok...
sexiness96: its not ur falt
JonnyBoi2120: no its not your vury sad and i hate that the most
sexiness96: im fine
JonnyBoi2120: are you lyin?
sexiness96: no.....
JonnyBoi2120: gosh
JonnyBoi2120: *curls up in a ball and bawls*
sexiness96: ...
JonnyBoi2120: smile
JonnyBoi2120: is your mom gonna hate me?
sexiness96: no...
JonnyBoi2120: are you?
sexiness96: no... i couldnt even if i tried
JonnyBoi2120: bby
sexiness96: ??
JonnyBoi2120: you ean alot to me
JonnyBoi2120: mean
JonnyBoi2120: I hate hurting yo
JonnyBoi2120: you
sexiness96: im fine
JonnyBoi2120: your not if yo think life sucks
sexiness96: of course im sad but ill get over it...
JonnyBoi2120: thnk you
JonnyBoi2120: fr not screaming at me
sexiness96: why would i ... all i ever cared about was ur happiness... and if this is what will make u happy then im fine
JonnyBoi2120: well right now its tearin me up i just dont want you to wait for a day together forever I want you to have fun...I dont want you to feel obligated to me cuz Im barel a bf at the moment
sexiness96: i never felt obligated to u ...
sexiness96: and i did enjoy oru relationship while it lasted...
sexiness96: im sorry u felt obligated to me...
JonnyBoi2120: when you say it it makes me feel bad.....I wanted to make you happy I might have already but im wasnt enough we were growing apart and i didnt want it to end bitterly
sexiness96: i kno ...
sexiness96: Friends??
JonnyBoi2120: Id rather us break up as friends then as hatin eachother
JonnyBoi2120: of course
sexiness96: well at least i have a friend
JonnyBoi2120: best friend
JonnyBoi2120: baby
sexiness96: yea
sexiness96: brb
JonnyBoi2120: k
sexiness96: back sry
JonnyBoi2120: its ok
JonnyBoi2120: hey i g2g Im goin to bed
JonnyBoi2120: ill cu tomorrow
sexiness96: sweet dreams
sexiness96: ok..
JonnyBoi2120: love ya
sexiness96: love ya 2...
sexiness96: hey bby!!!
JonnyBoi2120: i didnt see you after school today
sexiness96: yea sry ... my instructor wouldnt let me go...
sexiness96: we hav a 10 30 day tomarrow right???
JonnyBoi2120: I was gonna talk to you bout the stress/depression shit
JonnyBoi2120: yea
sexiness96: **sigh**
JonnyBoi2120: NO LUNCH!
sexiness96: r u ok??
JonnyBoi2120: not really
sexiness96: ??
sexiness96:
JonnyBoi2120: i have so much damn responsability l8ly
JonnyBoi2120: too much shit ya know
sexiness96: yea... i kno ...
JonnyBoi2120: drill, work, school, hw, mom
JonnyBoi2120: and you
sexiness96: yea..
JonnyBoi2120: CRAZINESS!
JonnyBoi2120: !!!!!!!!
JonnyBoi2120: Im gonna drown myself in slurpee
sexiness96: NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sexiness96: lol
JonnyBoi2120: lol
JonnyBoi2120: its not fair to you
JonnyBoi2120: like this weekend i cnt see you
JonnyBoi2120: Im booked scraight through
sexiness96: sigh**
sexiness96: what r u doin??
JonnyBoi2120: dentist appointment and permit at dmv ad drill and worl
JonnyBoi2120: k*
sexiness96: o... Damn boy!!!!
JonnyBoi2120: Im sorry
sexiness96: Dont b stressed out bout not c n me its fine.... i would like 2 c u but there have been weekends where I was busy
sexiness96: Dont b sorry u have nothing to appoligize 4
JonnyBoi2120: babe i cant do it anyme it goes against every thing i stand for its not fair to you or me....
sexiness96: so what r u saying??
JonnyBoi2120: idk
sexiness96: do u want to end it??
sexiness96: i mean i dont want to but i only want what makes u happy
sexiness96: soo...
sexiness96: it up 2 u...
JonnyBoi2120: Baby Im so scare tho cuz i really really have so many good feelings for you but its just not fair and its makin me depressed cuz i feel obligated to you and im noy fulfillin that obligation
sexiness96: baby...
sexiness96: i love u so much i dont want to end it ... i dont exactly kno why u feel that way... i dont want u to feel obligated to me... i mean i want u to enjoy our relationship and if ur not ...idk....
sexiness96: ahhhhhh
JonnyBoi2120: i knw.......thats another reason im so stressed.....
JonnyBoi2120: But i cant juggle all these things at one time.....
JonnyBoi2120: so idk i dont think i can have a relationship with ANYONE right now.....
sexiness96: idk i have been a little stressed to cause it feels like we r drifting apart i don kno what the hell to do
JonnyBoi2120: I wanted to talk to you about this face to face
JonnyBoi2120: its cuz Im deressed
JonnyBoi2120: we dont see each other and when we do its at school and all esticted and idk everyone is watching us and i dont like it
sexiness96: yea...
sexiness96: i understand ...
JonnyBoi2120: thats why i feel obligated to have a relationship outta chool but i cant so thas why I want to kinda end it for now
sexiness96: just so u kno i do truely LOVE you....
JonnyBoi2120: i know
sexiness96: yea...
sexiness96: if it makes u happy
JonnyBoi2120: i love you to........i think about you all the time i tossed this around in my head for a day and a half........I wrote about it in my journal in english for an emotional battl and my teach was askin me bout it....its just.....shit
Auto response from sexiness96: GRRRR LIFE SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sexiness96: its fine who knows what the fuchur holds
JonnyBoi2120: im sorry babygurl
sexiness96: its ok...
sexiness96: its not ur falt
JonnyBoi2120: no its not your vury sad and i hate that the most
sexiness96: im fine
JonnyBoi2120: are you lyin?
sexiness96: no.....
JonnyBoi2120: gosh
JonnyBoi2120: *curls up in a ball and bawls*
sexiness96: ...
JonnyBoi2120: smile
JonnyBoi2120: is your mom gonna hate me?
sexiness96: no...
JonnyBoi2120: are you?
sexiness96: no... i couldnt even if i tried
JonnyBoi2120: bby
sexiness96: ??
JonnyBoi2120: you ean alot to me
JonnyBoi2120: mean
JonnyBoi2120: I hate hurting yo
JonnyBoi2120: you
sexiness96: im fine
JonnyBoi2120: your not if yo think life sucks
sexiness96: of course im sad but ill get over it...
JonnyBoi2120: thnk you
JonnyBoi2120: fr not screaming at me
sexiness96: why would i ... all i ever cared about was ur happiness... and if this is what will make u happy then im fine
JonnyBoi2120: well right now its tearin me up i just dont want you to wait for a day together forever I want you to have fun...I dont want you to feel obligated to me cuz Im barel a bf at the moment
sexiness96: i never felt obligated to u ...
sexiness96: and i did enjoy oru relationship while it lasted...
sexiness96: im sorry u felt obligated to me...
JonnyBoi2120: when you say it it makes me feel bad.....I wanted to make you happy I might have already but im wasnt enough we were growing apart and i didnt want it to end bitterly
sexiness96: i kno ...
sexiness96: Friends??
JonnyBoi2120: Id rather us break up as friends then as hatin eachother
JonnyBoi2120: of course
sexiness96: well at least i have a friend
JonnyBoi2120: best friend
JonnyBoi2120: baby
sexiness96: yea
sexiness96: brb
JonnyBoi2120: k
sexiness96: back sry
JonnyBoi2120: its ok
JonnyBoi2120: hey i g2g Im goin to bed
JonnyBoi2120: ill cu tomorrow
sexiness96: sweet dreams
sexiness96: ok..
JonnyBoi2120: love ya
sexiness96: love ya 2...