the crazy little irish woman running about all day

[ilovelaurita]

i feel like i am CONSTANTLY on the threshhold of my existance

i feel like i never sease to see somthing new everyday from a whole new perspective

i never take somthing for what it IS but what it MEANS

i feel like i am constantly reaching for some new high i would have never drempt possible before

when you work till you're exhausted
sleep comes so sweet
when you play till your numb
theres no such thing as defeat

seems i live life with this kind of exhausting vigor

secretly hoping some day soon someone special will take hold and keep me grounded let me rest safe in their arms...so every now and then when i fall from the top...it just doesn't hurt as much

.....there is nothing else on the matter to say
that is my life and has been my life
and as i keep living it
growing rather than exhausted
a little bit stronger

i wonder what god has in store next

what mountain is he gonna show me next
that im gonna be so intensly inclined to scale?
who the fuck knows why
maybe just to say i did

fuck im a joke
just thinking about starting to tell people ive met half the stuff ive honestly done makes me sound like a fucking braggart... and that is not me at all

least i hope not

o well