...i just want to play
i feel completely useless... like i am contributing nothing to anything
i dunno i am in such a bad mood because of this....
its bordom
i am bored
with everything!
and everyone's separate agendas
i mean i suppose i am no better as far as agendas go....
i just wish i knew what my agenda was exactly
i know what its NOT
shall i list 26 things not on my agenda...things i DONT want to do
1 antidirivitives
2 bashing
3 being akward
4 being lonely
5 bitching
6 BOYS
7 congigating verbs
8 dishes
9 gardening
10 getting pushed into things
11 having cold feet
12 killing people
13 lame parties
14 laundry
15 listen to extended amounts of country music
16 long division
17 saying goodbye.... seriuosly i am an idiot i hate saying goodbye so much!18 spending money
19 playing video games
20 playing "what u up to?"
21 polluting
22 uglyfication
23 waiting
24 watching infomercials
25 watching UW tv..or equally boring programs
26 wearing pants
i dunno there's more but yeah...point being i'm totally down for almost anything unless its on the list... course seems like everyones agenda clashes with my anti-adgenda
maybe i can focus on avoiding things on my anti-adgenda
being my adgenda is rather elusive right now to myself included
o fuck it! maybe im sick? who knows...
i dunno i am in such a bad mood because of this....
its bordom
i am bored
with everything!
and everyone's separate agendas
i mean i suppose i am no better as far as agendas go....
i just wish i knew what my agenda was exactly
i know what its NOT
shall i list 26 things not on my agenda...things i DONT want to do
1 antidirivitives
2 bashing
3 being akward
4 being lonely
5 bitching
6 BOYS
7 congigating verbs
8 dishes
9 gardening
10 getting pushed into things
11 having cold feet
12 killing people
13 lame parties
14 laundry
15 listen to extended amounts of country music
16 long division
17 saying goodbye.... seriuosly i am an idiot i hate saying goodbye so much!18 spending money
19 playing video games
20 playing "what u up to?"
21 polluting
22 uglyfication
23 waiting
24 watching infomercials
25 watching UW tv..or equally boring programs
26 wearing pants
i dunno there's more but yeah...point being i'm totally down for almost anything unless its on the list... course seems like everyones agenda clashes with my anti-adgenda
maybe i can focus on avoiding things on my anti-adgenda
being my adgenda is rather elusive right now to myself included
o fuck it! maybe im sick? who knows...