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Oct 08, 2006 01:02

i feel overwhelmed, but I haven't even begun my interviews, tests, papers, reports, etc. why is this? I feel like every thing that happens is the straw that breaks the camel's back. bahhh too bad.

I got a dog. His name is Jackson. I love him somuchforever. He is actually pretty bad. He literally eats my homework and isn't completely housebroken. And he likes to bite a lot. He also likes to love me a lot.

I have 3 1/2 med school interviews coming up. University of South Carolina, University of Rochester, University of Miami in Miami and Boca Raton.

I almost (slash maybe have) lost my guarentee to MCV. These interviews have thus become more important.

Last year about this time I felt like I was making lots of new friends and doing lots of cool new stuff. Now I feel like all of those friends have lost interest in me and I'm doing boring stuff. Except legally buying alcohol, which (contrary to popular belief) is not overrated. I read a "Dear Abby" in the paper once about these two friends. One moved or started a new job or something and the other one kept making attempts to keep up with the friendship while her friend seemed to make no efforts. She was writing to see what she should do about her apathetic friend. Abby told her that she was a pathetic and desperate person trying to hold on to a friend who clearly doesn't want to be close with her anymore.

i am jack's letter to dear fucking abby.

I am quickly learning the art of superficial friendships. I dont think it's a bad thing actually. I think it would be worse to continue pretending that it's not. It's still hard to detach.

so, instead of waiting for med school to be forced into new social situations, I guess I should seek out interested parties for friendshipcelebration.

i wish emad was here.

and I wish that scott didnt have to work full time during school.

puppy is my new best friend. officially.
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