your face hurts my eyes
no one comes to my journal anymore... ya'll are totally giving me the shaft. thanks guys. i've been going through some heavy, heavy shit lately. well techincally its been this way for a while but its getting heavier lately. my dad is the biggest asshole ever. he ruined his life, my mom's life, and me and little pants' lives (daniel isn't so little anymore...). he always puts me down and makes me feel stupid on purpose just so he can be all dominant and controlling and to basically win. so today he was saying some shitty things so i actually stood up for myself (me and daniel have been scared into submission over the years) and he twisted everything i said to make me look stupid and wrong so i started crying and the worst part was a lot of my family was in the room. so after i left the room i heard him talking about me and how i have no idea what i'm talking about and how he never loses. no one likes you craig sciara, most everyone hates you. that's why you're alone. that's why your wife left you when she was pregnant. that's why you have no friends. that's why you've never had any friends. that's why. you're stupid lonely asshole.