i wont cross the street til you hold my hand
ugh .. i am so pisssed off .. ugh .. today is such a boring boring boring day. well lets see .. this weekend .. was eventful actually .. well lets see .. wednesday got outta school at 1240 .. went shopping with angie john and ian and .. it was interesting i bought a new purse .. but like i was "being different" but i dont really care .. i dont really think i was being all that different .. but who cares ? not me .. then that night .. i .. came home .. and didnt really do anything because no one could do anything because thanksgiving was the next day but john came over after work .. woo hoo .. yeah .. not .. but uhm .. thanksgiving wasnt that great .. it was only me my mom and brother .. my dad was gone and that is it .. but it was nice and quiet around the house .. then later on that nite me and my mom ( i drove ) went to bring my dad something then i went to katie gibsons for a while after that .. and hung out with her and jess zandy and i seeen her cuteeeeeeeeeeeee cousin lol haha lmao then britt mangiracina came to pick me up .. and we stopped at my house then she didnt wwana drive so i drove us to her house ... fun .. yeah .. then we got there and i seen her cousins which happen to be my brothers friends .. woohoo .lol .. but yeah then me britt kaitlyn brent joey and her mom played monopoly .. i came in fourth .. not bad not bad .. then we watched titanic .. so sad but i fell asleep .. uhm we were gonna wakeup early and go shopping but we didnt end up going until like 1 then we went shoppin wit h her sister and mom .. we got to the mall and i seen JAMIE <3 then we seen jc shane carly and come kid .. good stuff .. then mom called and i had to work but i was like almost 2 hrs late but oh well they coulda spent time without me .. but whatever .. then i got off at 10 and that boyfriend came over .. ugh he made me mad .. we wont get in to that though .. then yesterday i worked in the morning .. and then katie deem came over and saved my life then david came over .. and we went to best but lincoln mall circuit city cingular and arbys and target but it was fun .. lol that kid is awesome .. lol .. but then we wen tto the 2 minute light parade in beecher .. and hung out with ryan and jake then jayson came and i left with jaysona nd we went to his house and played a VERY INTENSE GAME OF PING PONG .. and i won! yes! then watched the butterfly effect !! good good movie! but yeah . anyway .. came home .. and that was it .. omg and today i was supposed to hang out with david but that fucker blew me off .. oh well whatever .. my sister is coming to get me .. so it is all good .. umm yeah ... i dont know this week is gonna be soooo busy but it will be awesome as well !! SPIRIT WEEK! its my favorite week! lol i love it and i cannnnnot wait til the HOMECOMING game this year !! lol oh yes!! umm yeah .. .but them boys are stuillll confusing that one boy from years ago litterally is still in the back of my head and i catch myself thinking abouthim a lot .. uh oh .. i dont know what to do there .. and it sucks and i also realized somethin about john .. i think he asked me out too soon .. and if i had the balls to do it i woulda said no to him when he asked me out because i just wansnt ready and im still not but i hate it because it is so easy for me to say it in this or to tell my friends but i cant tell him and it is soo oahrd i just dont know what to do because i will feel realllll bad if i hurt him .. ugh .. this sucks! but i don tknow how to tell him .. and he doesnt read this thing but its a good thing! then a bad thing .. but yeah me and mike were getting a long then he had to go and be fucking retarded .. oh well whatever ... but that is alll i have for now .. i love all my friends .. <3 <3<3 yeah thats right bitches!
<3 alexis ..
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