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Look there is a lot I want to say but I don't know if there will be enough time for me to write it all. I cant feel anything except for hurt. I hurt because of a lot of things. Some of you can't even begin to understand the pain I feel. I have to live with it though. I wrote this poem yesterday.
I see you together
And a knife is thrust into my heart
I want to cry but I can't
I know that I'm falling apart
You don't understand how this hurts
I still love him too
How could you do this to me?
After all we've been through
Inside the pain is unbearable
There is only one way to end the pain
I have to trun to the blade again
The blood drips down my arm like rain
This time I will go through with it
I can't live with this pain inside
As I lie here on the floor dying
I have nothing left to hide
Ask me what you want to know
If you want to know bad
They could my last words
Isn't that sad?
Well thats my newest poem but I think I am going to have a major writing session tonight. I won't be at school until noon tomorrow because I went home sick today. I'm feeling kinda sad and that's why I'm going to do a major writing session tonight. I claimed Brian as my brother today. But now I think I'm going to have to dissown him cuz I still think he's cute. This day was really messed up. It was fun I have to say. Under the stairs very weird. LOL comment on this please!!! I love you all so much!
I see you together
And a knife is thrust into my heart
I want to cry but I can't
I know that I'm falling apart
You don't understand how this hurts
I still love him too
How could you do this to me?
After all we've been through
Inside the pain is unbearable
There is only one way to end the pain
I have to trun to the blade again
The blood drips down my arm like rain
This time I will go through with it
I can't live with this pain inside
As I lie here on the floor dying
I have nothing left to hide
Ask me what you want to know
If you want to know bad
They could my last words
Isn't that sad?
Well thats my newest poem but I think I am going to have a major writing session tonight. I won't be at school until noon tomorrow because I went home sick today. I'm feeling kinda sad and that's why I'm going to do a major writing session tonight. I claimed Brian as my brother today. But now I think I'm going to have to dissown him cuz I still think he's cute. This day was really messed up. It was fun I have to say. Under the stairs very weird. LOL comment on this please!!! I love you all so much!