Jan 11, 2007 23:14
I felt wonderful this morning. I felt smart and talented and confident.
So how did I go to feeling like a complete loser who'd never find a decent job in just a couple of hours?
It's not fair!
I know what it is. I was hoping to have a new job fairly quicky, and it's taking WAAAAY longer than I thought. I quit on Wed. 12/27, and Mom was going to get me a job application on Thursday, I'd have the whole holiday weekend to fill it out, and call Tuesday to turn it in. Except she was sick, and didn't go back to work until Tuesday, and the head of HR wasn't there to give her the application until Wednesday, and then I realized I had to have my college transcripts, which I just got late this afternoon...
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
I know it's only been two weeks, but I'm terrified. I can't stand staying at home all day, and with as many bills as I have to pay, I can't afford to go anywhere, either.
Grrr...