Nov 25, 2006 21:54
I'm back in Florida...it feels weird.
So much is changing. I kind of feel like I'm living three lives, what with being in three countries in three weeks... four in one month ( i leave for costa-rica on the 4th) I don't think i would have it any other way.
If you would have told me a year ago that i would have been planing to move to Europe in a year....i would have laughed in your face. Yet here i am. Moving to Spain...by myself...in three months. I doesn't feel real. It feels right. I can't believe how at Home a feel over there...how much i love it, the last place i ever wanted to go, is the place God has had for me all along.
it's gonna be hard to leave everyone here..really hard. Hard not to see my family or be able to speak in my own language alot. hard knowing that theres alot of people i won't ever see again. It's almost like starting a new life...not knowing if i'll ever move back to the US...really weird.
But it will be worth it...I've never felt so strongly about anything as i do about this move....i know that i know that i know that this is what God wants. I want what HE wants because I've learned that that's best.
This is crazy...but at least it's good crazy.
On another note: I saw an alligator in my back yard today...pretty rad.