May 26, 2005 18:05
cross posted from myspace:
so, yea in case you havent seen me around with a 9mm and a snarl, im through with alex. thats just....it. im so tired of not having a guy who cares about me at all. i dont want that much attention, just someone who has the decency to CALL once in awhile and actually cares to learn things about me and respects me for who i am. i know it cant be that much to ask.
its true. its done. i think ive actually cared deeply about someone else all along, and only now am i starting to realize it.
if you want to be lauras boyfriend (not like anyone reading this will want to) (also, cynthia and nate do not qualify):
call me.
take me places.
make me feel like im worth something.
tell me im pretty even if im not.
send me a valentines day card in the middle of june.
have long discussions about nothing and everything.
care about me as a person.
surprise me.
dont go running off with your meatwad friends and ignore me-coughs ALEX coughs-
basically, SHOW me. dont just expect me to know.
alex has not done one of those things.
is just ONE of those things really that much to ask for?
i honestly dont know, if it is tell me and ill be glad to step down.
but i know im better than him in every way and eventually someone will come along that i deserve.
so touche.
i hate winnipeg (and alex).
kthxbye♥