DEPRESSED

[ilovehimso]

so yeah valentines day is gonna really suck. some ppl (im not gonna metion any names)*cough-brain-cough* are gonna stay home... but i think they are just saying that. and yes im still venting form the chat room inccident. you do not know how bad i wanted to ask andrew "so wats up with you and mariana? how is your little girlfrnd doing?" but being the nice and sensitive person dat i am...i didnt. i wanted to but i didnt. i just stopped talking. and wat a funni coincidence dat they didnt even notice dat i had stopped talking.and yet wen ever izzy or andrew or jaron or eddy or brian stopped talking EVRYONE asked where they were at.i was gone for a good 15 minutes and they didnt even notice,well maybe with the exception with izzy becuz i think she knew why i had stopped talking. but like i sed before and ill say it again...its not like anyone cares i mean i guess ill take dat back cuz some ppl do care i.e. izzy, ikkin, and dixie....but dats it(or at least it seems like it.)i bet you if i didnt talk all day monday...and i mean sed not one word (except to ikkin) nobody would notice. i would get thru 1st period without one word uttered out of my mouth, and no one would notice. ill try it. and all of you will see. and dont try to make me talk dixie. ill hit you in da boobs if you do.(lol)but yeah ill try it and then ill see wat happens.ill see no scratch dat we will see how long it will go until someone notices me.

i doubt they will. ♥veevee