Thursday.
Pretend you're in a room, filled with all of these people
People you like, people you enjoy, your friends.
And theres so much noise, and so much going on,
but your so so alone.
Even more alone than you are by yourself in your room.
I guess thats the closest I'm gonna get to explaining how I feel.
Getting caught up with high school is my biggest fear, and I think I've reached the limit.
I'm so lonely.
I want to know the answers to my questions
why I cry,
why I hurt,
why I bleed so much?
You ask me why I'm sad, and to tell you the truth, I couldn't tell you.
I don't want to be happy, I just want to live for something more.
And when I say that, I mean really live for something.
Not say I live for something, but not really mean it.
I want to live and love living.
I want to, and I'm going to try. I'm going to recover.
I want to smile like I mean it, and laugh because I want too.
People you like, people you enjoy, your friends.
And theres so much noise, and so much going on,
but your so so alone.
Even more alone than you are by yourself in your room.
I guess thats the closest I'm gonna get to explaining how I feel.
Getting caught up with high school is my biggest fear, and I think I've reached the limit.
I'm so lonely.
I want to know the answers to my questions
why I cry,
why I hurt,
why I bleed so much?
You ask me why I'm sad, and to tell you the truth, I couldn't tell you.
I don't want to be happy, I just want to live for something more.
And when I say that, I mean really live for something.
Not say I live for something, but not really mean it.
I want to live and love living.
I want to, and I'm going to try. I'm going to recover.
I want to smile like I mean it, and laugh because I want too.