Jun 04, 2006 15:07
today i woke up at 4 o'clock. AM. insomnia. i ate a bowl of spaghettios at 4:30. i started cleaning my room at five this morning. i am throwing a lot of stuff away. after a year at college i feel that i am a changed person, but it is hard to maintain the same changed feeling in a room that hasnt changed. so, im throwing away a lot of junk. things i will never use. giving away clothes that i will never wear. i think of it like this.... im getting down to the core of my personality, stripping away a lot of crap that i dont like or i want to change. im finding out what it is in this world that makes me happy. so im stripping down my room too. and after i feel sure of my self again in my new/old surroundings my room should reflect that. only im gonna move out pretty soon. but oh well. im not comfortable with things the way they are in my room. i want to be comfortable. and im almost done arranging.
i helped my dad put some kevlar skid pads on the canoe today. that was fun to work with. chemicals to mix. and spread. and use the hands. good stuff. then i made a [thing] with rocks and leaves and kevlar glue. oh. incase you didnt know kevlar is what they make bullet proof vests out of.