oi
i am so confused...ben and i keep going through this cycle where we are together and then we're not...but now we are?? who knows...we spent the day together. i went over to his house at like 8:30am to pick up creamy, but then i felt like shit, and we took a nap together. then we went near the bay and had lunch...then layed down near a claus oldenburg sculpture, of a giant bow and arrow shooting down toward the middle of the earth....we were sleeping on a bench sorta thing...i can't think of what it would be called, but it was a thick bench....it felt like we were in bed at home. he said we were in a surrealist painting.
i think i need to not be insane anymore and message people i think he is cheating on me with. i will just let things...flow...take it easy, and whatever happens, happens. he said he loved me the other night and that he didnt want to be with anyone else...i am sorta hoping we can get back to that, though.
i think i need to not be insane anymore and message people i think he is cheating on me with. i will just let things...flow...take it easy, and whatever happens, happens. he said he loved me the other night and that he didnt want to be with anyone else...i am sorta hoping we can get back to that, though.