...then I turned into a little girl....
So it's finally happened. One of my best friends has gotten engaged. I mean I have had a couple close friends get engaged recently but no one my age. I love her and her fiancee to death. They've been dating for about two years. She's had some rough relationships in her life.
They are the type of couple that just make you smile when you're around them. :)
I'm pretty sure I'll be a bridesmaid but I think they are going to wait to get married till after she gets out of graduate school in two years. So I know things change...but I want to be a bridesmaid. I love wedding stuff. heeeeeeeheeee. Hence, the little girl.
BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTT.....this is also a painful reminder that I am single. Which never use to bother me until recently. The things is I'm not necessarily lonely because I need a man, I'll lonely because my two closest friends in the world both are in serious relationships...so I try to give them space. This may sound mean...but I need a new best friend. Lol.
They are the type of couple that just make you smile when you're around them. :)
I'm pretty sure I'll be a bridesmaid but I think they are going to wait to get married till after she gets out of graduate school in two years. So I know things change...but I want to be a bridesmaid. I love wedding stuff. heeeeeeeheeee. Hence, the little girl.
BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTT.....this is also a painful reminder that I am single. Which never use to bother me until recently. The things is I'm not necessarily lonely because I need a man, I'll lonely because my two closest friends in the world both are in serious relationships...so I try to give them space. This may sound mean...but I need a new best friend. Lol.