sorrrrrryyyyyyy dearest frndsss
it's the end of the month yet again. the year is coming to an end. gosh. time really flies.
i think i shldn't spend that much time dwelling on the past and whether or not * will ever call me again, talk to me,
tell me * personal stuff, will ever be that close again. it doesn't help a bit dwelling on it. it made things worst. i have to
put up a happy front, trying my best not to be a kill joy. but it's really difficult. and thinking abt all these stuff sometimes
really made my head spiinnnnn! i sudd realised i actually spent too much time and effort on this friendship that i
kinda neglected the other friendships that i have. :( im so obsessed over this to think abt the others. how could i
have done that. oh man. since now * has moved on. i really think i shld too. maybe i shld spend time on other frnds who
are dear to me. i shld make new friends and all. but im just not in that mood now. im know im saying all these. but it will
all soon be back to square one. i guess i need TIME. they say time heals all wounds. but it's really difficult. i think i need
HELL LOT of time. but i don't really have much to waste. escaping is the easiest thing to do now. but where can i escape
too? im still stucked in this teeny weeny sunny island. urghs. if only im still is usa :)
okay. after typing allllll these. i still cant bear to forgo this friendship :( WHYY can't i just let go?!!!!!!!! urghhhhhhhhhhs!!!!!
okay. on a random note. i miss 126 dim sum alrdy.
and lucky for the few frnds who came for my convocation. or i will really really really feel damnnnn sad. :(
cause graduating alone is no joke. it's TERRIBLE. for me i guess. it's my fault for not passing my subjects.
oh well. im really grateful for those frnds :) THANKSSSSSSSSSSS dearest frnds :)
and im actually kinda sad some of the closest one weren't there. oh well. i guess they have their own reasons. :)
TA!
i think i shldn't spend that much time dwelling on the past and whether or not * will ever call me again, talk to me,
tell me * personal stuff, will ever be that close again. it doesn't help a bit dwelling on it. it made things worst. i have to
put up a happy front, trying my best not to be a kill joy. but it's really difficult. and thinking abt all these stuff sometimes
really made my head spiinnnnn! i sudd realised i actually spent too much time and effort on this friendship that i
kinda neglected the other friendships that i have. :( im so obsessed over this to think abt the others. how could i
have done that. oh man. since now * has moved on. i really think i shld too. maybe i shld spend time on other frnds who
are dear to me. i shld make new friends and all. but im just not in that mood now. im know im saying all these. but it will
all soon be back to square one. i guess i need TIME. they say time heals all wounds. but it's really difficult. i think i need
HELL LOT of time. but i don't really have much to waste. escaping is the easiest thing to do now. but where can i escape
too? im still stucked in this teeny weeny sunny island. urghs. if only im still is usa :)
okay. after typing allllll these. i still cant bear to forgo this friendship :( WHYY can't i just let go?!!!!!!!! urghhhhhhhhhhs!!!!!
okay. on a random note. i miss 126 dim sum alrdy.
and lucky for the few frnds who came for my convocation. or i will really really really feel damnnnn sad. :(
cause graduating alone is no joke. it's TERRIBLE. for me i guess. it's my fault for not passing my subjects.
oh well. im really grateful for those frnds :) THANKSSSSSSSSSSS dearest frnds :)
and im actually kinda sad some of the closest one weren't there. oh well. i guess they have their own reasons. :)
TA!