baby
happiness comes in small intervals
even though i'm content most of the time- not much as of late.
i'd like to shake this habbit of falling in love.
i just said hi.
tonight we got the christmas tree- i listened to french music and watched the black and white part of the wizzard of Oz. i threw out alot of old papers and a phone number i left for my mom the night i lost my virginity. i put mink fur on my bed and it made me feel worthless, but it also looked nice. and i found my english book as well as alot of broken mirror pieces.
today i talked to some boy who has a retarded voice. i told him how my eyes saw things like a vintage photograph- color blind with a tint of brown. he smiled like i was crazy and we all went on listening to things in spanish. and the day was almost over and dry from the beginning- even in my state of mind. pumped up like a drug store. i think alot of brilliant things happened today that i forgot to record and ended up forgetting entirely
every day i get a compass and make three circles on a white piece of paper. inside the smallest cricle i draw an owl. i never keep the pictures, but i never fail to create them.
this has been going on for a month.
you know... he isn't that amazing. not an inch of him. i've forgetten why i bother.
i'm going to a nunnery.
even though i'm content most of the time- not much as of late.
i'd like to shake this habbit of falling in love.
i just said hi.
tonight we got the christmas tree- i listened to french music and watched the black and white part of the wizzard of Oz. i threw out alot of old papers and a phone number i left for my mom the night i lost my virginity. i put mink fur on my bed and it made me feel worthless, but it also looked nice. and i found my english book as well as alot of broken mirror pieces.
today i talked to some boy who has a retarded voice. i told him how my eyes saw things like a vintage photograph- color blind with a tint of brown. he smiled like i was crazy and we all went on listening to things in spanish. and the day was almost over and dry from the beginning- even in my state of mind. pumped up like a drug store. i think alot of brilliant things happened today that i forgot to record and ended up forgetting entirely
every day i get a compass and make three circles on a white piece of paper. inside the smallest cricle i draw an owl. i never keep the pictures, but i never fail to create them.
this has been going on for a month.
you know... he isn't that amazing. not an inch of him. i've forgetten why i bother.
i'm going to a nunnery.