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[ilovecripplez]

i havent written here for a long time. all i have to say is that i am so giddy right now its sort of sickening. i wish i had gone to providence college now sort of. im so glad i dont need the west coast anymore. i partied pretty hard this weekend i wont lie and my head has been spinning, but i found someone. its not even serious, its like puppy love but its the best feeling i have experienced thus far. i used to just let anyone enter my life, but this whole "being selective" thing is really working out. ive proved in the past 6 months that i am cabable of being simultaneously single and happy. i proved myself wrong. i think its ok for me to get semi-serious, or not serious at all now.
plus he is so damn adorable. seriously the cutest kid i think ive ever seen. total sweetheart as well.
i love my family, my friends, and life in general. i really dont need anyone but them. i am so fucking lucky to be alive.
haha now i just have to let the little guy down kindly