But everytime you try to tell me....

Feb 14, 2005 22:05

So it's like Valentine's Day. Which is like the national love/romance day. It's a day some people love, and a day some people hate. Personally, I just think it's a way for girls to get their not-romantic boyfriend to give them flowers,candy,or stuffed animals.

Cause like apparently there are guys out there that are like that all the time.
I was surprised too.

So anyways, seeing different peoples reactions to this day gave Caroline quite the amusement. There were the ugly,nerdy,loners that were all immature screaming' Fuck Valentine's Day' and then there were the snobby,stuck-up bitches, showing off all the things their little high school boyfriend gave them.

Pretty pathetic if you ask me. But no, Caroline did not part-take in the lovingness of this day. Although I did wear red on accident, which made me feel totally lame, but whatever. The only "holiday" I will be decorating myself for is Saint Patricks Day. Just because us micks have a way with green. And apparently, I am one that can pull off green eye-shadow.

Although last year, I have to admit, I was a loser and was excited for Valentine's Day. Because that's when I first recieved my first roses ever, and that meant a lot to me. You want the key to Caroline's heart, buy her a rose and she'll fall for you like that. I guess it's just my inner-helpless romantic busting out. So even though flowers do die, and should be a symbol of your love, it matters on how long you keep them for. And I do have the dried out head of every one of those roses still in the vase they came in, even still wrapped with the bow and card. Too bad it's shoved in the back of my closet.

But I do enjoy the sweet lil romantic gestures...just not on Valentine's Day. Only because it's not special, because then they are doing it because they have to. I like it to be when I least expect it I guess. But that's just me!

So I had a good conversation with the darling last night. We're in the process of figuring out shit. I just hope when March comes, everything is worked out, and we know for sure exactly what we want. I don't wanna start something if all the problems haven't been worked out. I'm just being cautious.

When you drop from one relationship to another very quickly, problems will occur. Espically if you don't have closure on the relationship you have just gotten out of. I have my closure. I have taken my time. I could even take more time cause the whole "going out" title isn't important to me. It's the feelings that count. And I know how I feel, and I know how he feels. And it's good. I know this will be good. Just time is key.

So I think I'm about done with this for tonight. Tomorrow is Chad, which is excellent. I['m very anxious to see what's going to happen with Nathan and Halley!

Lend me some sugar. <3
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