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Oct 07, 2005 17:09

School is almost over. Which is good.
Exams are getting closer. Which is bad.

The movers came today. My room is completely empty except for things I'm leaving in Australia and two suitcases worth of things I still need. It's so weird. In one sense I feel like I just got here, because I remember unpacking so clearly. I guess thats because compared to how long I lived in FHills, I HAVEN'T been here very long. But in another sense, I feel like I've been here forever because I've wanted to leave for so long. Not many people talk to me anymore (Yeah, I'm a loser). When I was cleaning my room I found all my goodbye letters and stuff from people that I haven't talked to in months and months...Slightly depressing. I'm not even sure what I have to go back to anymore. I guess it's just the things that are normal in America that aren't normal here are what I'm really looking forward to. I miss saying "mom" and not sounding like I'm so foreign. I'm so excited to be able to stay in one school for four years. Wow I'm sappy and sentimental and I hate it.

I watched 2 episodes of the OC today and they make me so happy. OMG. I don't know why but it makes my life complete somehow. I think I live an interesting life through them? That doesn't make sense. I think I am seriously in love with it. (Because I just typed love like 10 times and then deleted it??). I have problems.

My mom is having this graduation party/Christmas party... and it's stressing me out. It's so weird because it's not like I graduated in MI...so who do I invite? I mean I don't want to just send invitations to everyone and then they get it and are like "Umm what a creepy stalker why are you sending me things when I haven't gone to school with you in two years". So I don't know what is on the boarder of creepy and just normal! I have a feeling I'm reading too much into it. Okay but the invitations have koalas on them so I know everyone should automatically want one. Goshh. I feel so "DO YOU WANNA COME TO MY PARTYYY?!" fith grade.
In first grade I spelled 'five' as '5ive'. I thought I'd add that in there.

I'm skating in an exhibition tomorrow night.
I haven't done my program in a "competition" for like 3 years. ewwwwwwwwwwwwww. Dear God- let me stay on me feet.Ah. I used to pray that I did well in my competitions months in advance....EVERY night. And I think I used to place well. I'll pray a months worth tonight maybe??
I have synchro tonight.
And I'm keeping busy. I love being busy. It keeps me from excessive stalking and TV watching.
This was a pointless entry.
Bye.
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