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I feel like death. I'm never sick. Well I guess I can't say never since I am right NOW. It hurts and I hate it.
I'm just really mad. At everything. madmadmadhatehatehate. I'm such an idiot. I hate my brain. It's possible to hate your brain. How do you get your brain to stop thinking things? I wish I was busy...and not sick because if I wasn't sick then I could be busy but I'm sick and I just want to sit on the couch but then my brain starts thinking and I don't like what it thinks and IT'S PREVENTING ME FROM TAKING NAPS. I want to cry. and the one person who I want to cry to .....clearly I can't. I think I'll take drugs and THEN I can sleep instead.
I hate Hamlet. I don't want to write his stupid essay. I don't even know what flipping integrity is.
I hate complaining. Yesterday I was the opposite of today. I felt good and happy because exercise makes me <3 endorphins. That doesn't make sense?? My mom told me to stop saying hate. She's probably right. SO then I got sick and I did a 360.. a geometry term what?! I think it was from our biology experiment. I probably touched bacteria and am sick ..because science and I are really tight.
This was so retarded of me. I hope it's the viruses talking. God damn you white blood cells. ..who the fuck says that. Okay this was really weird and ewwwwwww im done.
I'm just really mad. At everything. madmadmadhatehatehate. I'm such an idiot. I hate my brain. It's possible to hate your brain. How do you get your brain to stop thinking things? I wish I was busy...and not sick because if I wasn't sick then I could be busy but I'm sick and I just want to sit on the couch but then my brain starts thinking and I don't like what it thinks and IT'S PREVENTING ME FROM TAKING NAPS. I want to cry. and the one person who I want to cry to .....clearly I can't. I think I'll take drugs and THEN I can sleep instead.
I hate Hamlet. I don't want to write his stupid essay. I don't even know what flipping integrity is.
I hate complaining. Yesterday I was the opposite of today. I felt good and happy because exercise makes me <3 endorphins. That doesn't make sense?? My mom told me to stop saying hate. She's probably right. SO then I got sick and I did a 360.. a geometry term what?! I think it was from our biology experiment. I probably touched bacteria and am sick ..because science and I are really tight.
This was so retarded of me. I hope it's the viruses talking. God damn you white blood cells. ..who the fuck says that. Okay this was really weird and ewwwwwww im done.