defying gravity*

[ilovechristian]

tell you more, eh? well then. that might be difficult. i think this more that you want could be relating to my need and want to be free of everything dramatic, but then i can feel the things that i know oh too well pulling me into that state of mind. not to say its necessarily bad drama of course, just things that i would prefer not to worry about at this point in time. im not sure if i want to write about these things either, seeing as how that might expose some feelings i dont really want to voice yet, or ever for that matter. it seems a lot easier to just hide those thoughts and emotions from the parties involved (including myself at times), and although it's taking the easy way out, why shouldnt i want the easy way when shit gets hard enough? but i dont know...maybe one day soon when i have the nerve to do so i'll fill you in on what i'm thinking about. but until then you'll have to keep checking back here =)

oh yeah, i have an interview at katie's korner tomorrow at 4! im excited.

bye for now loves. x0x madbug*