**flashing neon lights!!**
i havent updated in a few days, my life has become slightly more stressful once again! but its not a bad stressful. my head is starting to straighten itself up i think. im finally coming out of my state of manic depression haha. ((flashing lights in my head!! haha emilyy!!)) tons of stupid moments in the past few days too. here are a few =))
1. the whole OGT experience - two days in and my mind is already asking for alcohol..haha im bringin the flask!! lol
2. everyday at lunch - emily, me, liss, and chris are thee meanest ppl to each other but its soo funny! i havent laughed as hard as i have in the past two days then i have in a long time. good times =)
3. the play - word of advice: dont come see it. i'd save my four dollars and put it towards something useful...like a gun so you can kill yourself..or me even better! haha jk..but its seriously really bad. one of the most stressful plays we've done, and thats not saying much.
4. when is my damn car guna be done?! - i seriously can't take this not-having-a-mode-of-transportation any longer. i want my car rite now. a lot of my good cd's are in it too =( they can be done fixing it ay day now. honestly...
so yeah, i duno. life is pretty good these days. i've decided im not going to worry about anything anymore. nothing is worth losing sleep over, let alone losing my mind. its a new me, like it or not =) i know i've tried this who cares thing before, and it didnt quite work out..but i think i'll be successful in my attempts this time. nothing is the end of the world, no matter how freaked out i get. that goes for everyone reading this too. just relaxxx :D
im real tired. the math part of the OGT was pretty rough today. but i think my guesses were pretty accurate..haha lets pray. tomorrow is writing. i cant wait, i like the writing part. call me crazy..lol. welp i gotta go do eric's journal for him. much love kids ;) x0x madbug*
1. the whole OGT experience - two days in and my mind is already asking for alcohol..haha im bringin the flask!! lol
2. everyday at lunch - emily, me, liss, and chris are thee meanest ppl to each other but its soo funny! i havent laughed as hard as i have in the past two days then i have in a long time. good times =)
3. the play - word of advice: dont come see it. i'd save my four dollars and put it towards something useful...like a gun so you can kill yourself..or me even better! haha jk..but its seriously really bad. one of the most stressful plays we've done, and thats not saying much.
4. when is my damn car guna be done?! - i seriously can't take this not-having-a-mode-of-transportation any longer. i want my car rite now. a lot of my good cd's are in it too =( they can be done fixing it ay day now. honestly...
so yeah, i duno. life is pretty good these days. i've decided im not going to worry about anything anymore. nothing is worth losing sleep over, let alone losing my mind. its a new me, like it or not =) i know i've tried this who cares thing before, and it didnt quite work out..but i think i'll be successful in my attempts this time. nothing is the end of the world, no matter how freaked out i get. that goes for everyone reading this too. just relaxxx :D
im real tired. the math part of the OGT was pretty rough today. but i think my guesses were pretty accurate..haha lets pray. tomorrow is writing. i cant wait, i like the writing part. call me crazy..lol. welp i gotta go do eric's journal for him. much love kids ;) x0x madbug*