meh
The other day I was working with this girl who is an assistant manager at the gamestop store in danville and while we were closing the store she asked me if I wanted to learn how to calculate the sales numbers (or some bs) in our store's book and I said uhm..sure.. then she was like "Well are you planning on moving up in the company?" and I was like ...........sure. So while she was teaching me how to do it I stood there n thought about it for the first time, and the whole time I was thinking.. I don't want this job for a long period of time, this is just a temporary job until I find something better.. but then again, I'm finally getting the hang of everything and getting (a few) more hours, so why not stay here and see what happens? But then again I feel like I could be muchhhhhhhhh happier doing something else. ugh. I hate that!! I really wish I could get a second job, something that I enjoy doing, and keep my job at gamestop as something to fall back on and make some extra cash, but I can't do that because of soccer and school right now. Thankfully soccer ends after this semester. That's just too far away:/
I hate not having money so much. Not only because it would be nice to get some new clothes/makeup (haven't gotten new makeup in MONTHS and I know my mascara must be longgg expired by now), get my hair done/pedicure (I'm tore up from the floor up), but I hate worrying about asking my parents for gas money or relying on my boyfriend to pay for everything each time we leave the house. I feel so bad for what happened to him. He was working at sprint, making a ton of money, then quit his job before going away to boot camp to become a marine. The day after he left, he came back because his boot camp date got pushed back. No one knew when he would be leaving again so he hasn't been able to get another job. At first people were telling him oh it might be mid october.. maybe sometime in november.. now who knows. His parents of course understand his situation so they give him money when he needs it, but I feel bad that this is something he has to stress about because it is out of his control and there's nothing he can really do. I know I'm going to be extremely upset the day he eventually leaves, but I also know it will all be worth it in the end. I just want things to get easier..soon.
I hate not having money so much. Not only because it would be nice to get some new clothes/makeup (haven't gotten new makeup in MONTHS and I know my mascara must be longgg expired by now), get my hair done/pedicure (I'm tore up from the floor up), but I hate worrying about asking my parents for gas money or relying on my boyfriend to pay for everything each time we leave the house. I feel so bad for what happened to him. He was working at sprint, making a ton of money, then quit his job before going away to boot camp to become a marine. The day after he left, he came back because his boot camp date got pushed back. No one knew when he would be leaving again so he hasn't been able to get another job. At first people were telling him oh it might be mid october.. maybe sometime in november.. now who knows. His parents of course understand his situation so they give him money when he needs it, but I feel bad that this is something he has to stress about because it is out of his control and there's nothing he can really do. I know I'm going to be extremely upset the day he eventually leaves, but I also know it will all be worth it in the end. I just want things to get easier..soon.