Mar 11, 2007 18:08
so when you're grounded, you feel hella upset and like why are my parents being hella dumb. but then when you're stuck at home, you feel like you need to find things to do with your life. it helps you think a lot. just to be alone, knowing that you can't go do anything and you have the whole day to yourself. sometimes i wish i would be more productive w/my time, but i like just being in my house...and outside of my house. tanning, next to the pool. on a hot marchy day, listening to lily allen. dayum. it was so nice. it made me just be able to let my mind wooonnnndddeerrr.. cool.
and wooondering made me get sad almost.. seeing friendships fluxuate and like change, not really progress.
senior year is the best. it is so cool to be looking to the future, just being in highschool, and knowing you're almost done, it's such a new and exciting feeling.
i just registered w/sac city. it helps me feel more secure, to have SOMETHING that i KNOW i'm doing.. it might not be EXACTLY what i want to be doing with my life.. but good things come to those who wait.
i hope.
i really hope.