Gone
well, for those of u who kno about my bubble, and/or my cloud that ive been bouncing in, and floating on.... both are gone.
bubbles dont float forever and stay in the air till the end of time.... so, mine hit a cactus in the middle of the desert in the grand canyon and went *POP!!*, and as for my cloud.... it turned grey, got squishy and soggy, and then *POOF* went away.... so, i fell off my cloud, and am still falling- hopefully i will land softly, or someone will catch me....
i dunno.... i kinda wanna crawl into a hole and die- ive hurt too many pplz, and been hurt a few times too... neither are fun, and all should never happen again. theres only a few things keepin me goin, and without them, i would be in a hole, all covered up, thinking about the cloud i was once floating on, and the bubble i was once bouncing in
it doesnt seem worth it-- not to me, or many other pplz-- if uve gone this far, and nothin has come outta it. i just wanna give up, and im about to give up, but like i said, im not in a fuckin hole yet, and hopefully i wont fall in one, so, this is to everyone who keeps me goin:
THANK YOU SO MUCH! I OWE EVERYTIHNG TO ALL OF U! I LUV U ALL, AND AM SO THANKFUL THAT I HAVE ALL OF U! words cant really express how relieved i am to have all of these pplz, but above was an idea
~Clare
PS- grant, u are one that i owe everything to btw
bubbles dont float forever and stay in the air till the end of time.... so, mine hit a cactus in the middle of the desert in the grand canyon and went *POP!!*, and as for my cloud.... it turned grey, got squishy and soggy, and then *POOF* went away.... so, i fell off my cloud, and am still falling- hopefully i will land softly, or someone will catch me....
i dunno.... i kinda wanna crawl into a hole and die- ive hurt too many pplz, and been hurt a few times too... neither are fun, and all should never happen again. theres only a few things keepin me goin, and without them, i would be in a hole, all covered up, thinking about the cloud i was once floating on, and the bubble i was once bouncing in
it doesnt seem worth it-- not to me, or many other pplz-- if uve gone this far, and nothin has come outta it. i just wanna give up, and im about to give up, but like i said, im not in a fuckin hole yet, and hopefully i wont fall in one, so, this is to everyone who keeps me goin:
THANK YOU SO MUCH! I OWE EVERYTIHNG TO ALL OF U! I LUV U ALL, AND AM SO THANKFUL THAT I HAVE ALL OF U! words cant really express how relieved i am to have all of these pplz, but above was an idea
~Clare
PS- grant, u are one that i owe everything to btw