Sep 14, 2005 23:28
Hello there.
Wow, I just had one of my episodes again. I just like cried and cried for 10 minutes. It was crazy. I don't even know why. I just...feel so left ut when it comes to friends. It seems like no one wants to hang out UNLESS no one else is there to hang out, which isn't that often. I mean, people never call me. I just feel so...lonely. I mean, yes, Jared is there for me, but I need friends too. Not just my b/f.
I just feel...I don't know. I can't even explain it. I just feel wierd.
I love you Jared.