Aug 26, 2005 10:29
first game is tonight, home against glenn oak!!! i'm sooooo excited. i love watching the band, but when they came home from band camp i like cried because i wanted to be out there with them. i guess you have no idea how lucky you are to be in it until your not in it anymore.
anyways last night i had the creepiest dream. me and alex had a baby girl who looked like me with his eyes and nose and omg she was a terror. anyways so we went to the beach and alex went out into the water. then grace (that was her name lol) went out after him and started drowning and i cant swim so i was screaming out to alex but he couldn't hear me so i went in after her and i started drowning and when i looked back she was standing on the shore. and thats when i woke up.
rachael called me the other night from florida, i guess everything is okay. she sounded happy which is good, i want her to be happy. it was just weird like we've known eachother basically our whole lives and that was the first time i talked to her on the phone. i hope she calls again soon.
i'm moving my entire room today by myself. no josh to help me. i think he's mad at me... but he wont tell me. i don't know if i care or not...
anyways i better go get started if i want to be able to sleep tonight...
i'll write more later
cindy