Aug 22, 2004 00:20
soo yesterday(friday) was mad fucked up and weird...first i had an amazing day w/seth...and going out to dinner w/his family..his g-ma told me that she loved me...then at night...there was a party...Seth and i went w/lauren and ian...and i smoked...yes i'm a horrible person i know...it was the last time...i actually felt it...and i've only done it twice...i got really upset...and just wasn't me...then i woke up and was in a worse mood...
moving on to earlier today(sat)
my dad decided we were gonna go to ihop for my bro's last 'meal' or w/e...w/the family...soo i was pissy to begin with..but i also had to get up early for the cleaning ladies and i went to bed really late...soo i just wasn't a happy camper...soo my dad was picking on me the whole time...and we started talking about me driving...and my dad said women drivers all together just suck...all guys think so...soo i said well seth thinks i'm a good driver and he would never say that unless he meant it...and of course...my fucking asshole of a brother says "that's cuz he wont get ass...u know sex" and he says that w/a smile on...and i got really mad/upset...i left the table...and started to walk to seth's...he met me half way and we went back to his house...at first i was feeling like shit....cuz my bro was an ass...and my mom thought they did nothing wrong...in her exact words "They were just kidding around...daddy didn't think that..." then lata on that night...it was amazing...being w/seth just makes me happy...we had lots of fun chillin' watching TV...then at like 5...we went to bestbuy/target w/matt and steve...then we went to some greek restaurant..and got food....of course i got a grilled cheese...and it was really good...but i didn't like the place cuz they refill ur drinks...but they use the same glasses...soo that wasn't good...then Aly, Jessica and nick met us at the mall...i saw carl at journeys...and saw danielle reade and his friend rob...then Aly, Steve, Nick, Seth, Matt and i saw w/out a paddle...which was a pretty funny movie..i really liked it...b4 we saw the movie we walked around the mall...and it hurt a lot..my foot...cuz some1 stepped on it...and some1 put a sign and made me hurt it...yup..THANKS A LOT...and now i'm home...and really tired...my eyes r soo heavy right now...
tomorrow...sunday
at 1 i'm going to seth's to watch the boy meets world marathon...then me and him r going out to eat w/hig g-ma...she's such a sweet lady...aight g-nite...