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sorry it's been a while
there's just been soo much going on these past few days and i've been realllyy busy
i might not be able to update like everry day now because a lot of stuff has been happening
the past tuesday my dad got a hip replacement
he was supposed to get out of the hospital yesterday but all these things started going wrong. like his blood pressure went down everytime he tried to walk.
so he still hasnt come home yet. they say hopefully it will be by tomorrow but they're still not sure.
it's really sad seeing him like this.
like the first time i went to see him in the hospital i started crying really hard because it's so upsetting. i hate seeing it. i HATE IT SO MUCH. gosh i just want it to stop.
im so used to my dad being this huge big powerful character that can do anything he wants whenever he wants
and seeing him in the hospital bed, not being able to do anything, helpless and weak, just is so hard for me to see
i miss him the way he used to be
i want him to go back to normal. i want my dad back
:(