Jan 01, 2005 11:43
sooo i was really bitter about starting a new year. i shouldnt be..bc there is alot that i didnt like about this year..but i say that. and then i look back and realize how wonderful this year was! sooooo many things happened and soooo many changed occured. some of them not so good..but i believe everything happens for a reason. so they will turn out ok.
anyway..last night was spent with my twins(Megan and Laura!) it was wonderful. We had alot of emotional moments whether they be happy or sad! haha or just crying over the last oc episode. Having moments like those make me realize how lucky i am to have them. i can tell them ANYTHING and they wont judge me or hate me..haha well they may be dissapointed in me..infact there has been many times where they have been. but thats bc they only want whats best for me. sigh so ya..it was hard talking about next year..when we will all be in different places. But we decided we are going to enjoy right now! and we know that the future will work out too..we will ALWAYS be friends. bc we just wont have it any other way!:) haha we were talking about our weddings and having kids..and ya..lol of course they said im probably gunna have kids first..well ya i love kids..but i have to get married before that happens! and i have to get a guy b4 that happens..sooo! yaa we even made up a New Year contract..to go running during the week together..bc we all want to lose weight and look good. it also said on there that we were going to try alot harder to see eachother more. so ya:) with all 3 of us actually reading and signing it..i think it will happen. i hope:)
so ya..i had a wonderful night with my best friends having coffee, eating mexican food, listening to a wonderful cd!, taking cute and sexy pictures, throwing confetti in the street!, making up a beat with empty bottles,eating tons of junk food at like 2 in the morning, watching OC allll night long!, crying from the last oc(it was the 3rd time ive seen it..and i still cried!! hard!) talking for hours about the future and everything in eachothers lives, telling eachother things we like about one another, and watching the well kinda sunrise on a hamock that was about to break after staying up all night!
and i know i even missed stuff!. MEGAN AND LAURA I LOVE YOU! and thank you for a great start to the New Year!
in other news..my break is over monday..no i dont start school yet. but i do go back to work. its just a day full of meetings and stuff and i also find out all the new ppl that will be working with me since we didnt have enough before and now that kristin is gunna be gone for awhile bc of the baby. i really dont want it to change. i love how it was before. and im gunna miss kristin like crazy. its not like i wont see her. im going to practically be living over there! but still. it just wont be the same.
i cant wait till kristin has her baby! she needs to come soon!:)
Kristin i love you and i am here for you even if some ppl arent..