Dec 21, 2004 19:55
Yea so I saw Jess online today, thought I'd be nice and invite her the party tm, and just because I have no regret for anything I've said to her doesn't mean I don't ever want to see her again. Well this was her respinse...
delima819: thats really funny........doy ou thinkiwould feel comfortable attending a party with you there, you didnt even appoligize for wahtyou did, and if you felt that you didnt need to, well then thats your problem, i really do never want to see you again, thats just how stubborn i am, i would love to see byron and greg again and hang out with them they're relaly great guys, but it would make me extremely too uncomfrotable for me to be there if you were there and thats a shame, it is not my fault that you ruined a possible friendship between us, and thats what you get, thanks anywyas
So ther verdicts out... I ruined the friendship... The friendship that consisted of her talking to me only when spoken to, a friendship that consisted of me getting reamed out by her 4 TIMES in one week!? Well everyone, it's a *shame* that I ruined the friendship that we had.
I am not sorry for the things I said... she WAS being a bitch. Do I think she was always a bitch? no not at all, she was the sweetest girlfriend I've ever had, (no offense the ex's who read this) but she treated me great. But that last 2 weeks or so of us talking, she WAS a bitch, she yelled at me for things that weren't even in my control. She yelled at me cause Lisa was being suportive of me, She got mad at me cause I called the way she was acting at bowling overimmature and disrespectful, and she yelled at me cause I write about how I feel in my livejournal, and didn't talk to her about it first. She wants an apology, which I can not sincerely give. The last time we talked she called me too stubborn, now she says she is stubborn. Well a Friend who doesn't understand the dual reponsibility of a friendship isn't a friend. I do not ask her to forgive me for what I said, nor forget, but I had hope she would move on a bit. Maybe I'm the foolish one for thinking better of her.....
On a better side my family took me out to dinner tonight. I ate some shrimp scampi, minestrone soup, veal something, and some berry nuavo or something like that. mmm good. Cute waitress too. Then me and my brother did some shopping. I got a couple more gifts. I can't wait for chip to open his, we're all going to love it I think... (by all I mean the guys) (and I dont mean that in its a stripper type of way, its just kinda nerdy in a good way)
PARTY SOON
My mom got me baileys. a nice big jug. I'm gonna start drinking tonight I think. Go 20 year olds!!! Anyone who turns 20 within the next week rules (aka me and greg, along with bre I suppose cause yesterday was her bday)
Oh an anyone who tries to gives me 20 spankings tm gets.... a free punch in the head!! w00t. Unless it's byron, only byron can spank me, but thats different, and generally more tahn 20 times.
On that note... later
Adam