this will be a long bloated entry. maybe.
I haven't totally decided yet. I do have quite a few things I've been thinking about. so let's start at the top.
Work.
First, of all, I haven't mentioned how much i fucking enjoy my job. sure, it's a menial job, and it's not that rewarding, but i work with an awesome bunch of people that are so fucking interesting that they make everything else fall away. I beat box, beat on my desk, and freestyle with the guys that sit around me at 7 pm on a daily basis, and that in itself makes everything fucking awesome.
Alas, there is a bit of strife in my work life, and it doesnt come in the form of some bitch that doesn't like me, or an angry manager that has it out for me. No, it actually comes from the corporate office. They came today and had a meeting with all the managers in the center. And they've basically said, "we might shut you down, we'll tell you tomorrow at 2." haha. so now i don't know how long I'll be at suntrust. but it's cool, cause once i leave this job, i'll go to something that pays more. definitely.
Friends.
Now, sure, I've met a bunch of people, and some friends have had a bit of trouble in the past. but i'm happy to have reunited with the good ones. unfortunately, i've found that some people are not only ungrateful for the effort done on my part and feel like i owe them. and that i suck. to them all i can say is i'm sorry. i'm sorry you think i'm using you. i'm sorry you feel that i'm a piece of shit. i'm sorry that i probably won't regret half the shit you do, and eventually will. i hope you have nothing but happiness in your life. i'm sorry you felt our relationship should end like this.
Family.
As anyone who lives in our little blogosphere knows, my little boy is leaving. He's all grown up. and I'm happy to see him go. of course, i'll miss him but i know he's going to make good choices from here on out. this evening, he put on common's old album, and i got glimpses of going to sleep to it. remembrances of when the album came out. and the happiness it gave everyone who listened to it. such a good time in life.
i'm sure no matter how bad i feel, i won't be updating as much as i'd like. but i'll try.
right now, i'm happy. and i hope this entry finds everyone who reads it with a smile on their face. i love you all. good night.
Work.
First, of all, I haven't mentioned how much i fucking enjoy my job. sure, it's a menial job, and it's not that rewarding, but i work with an awesome bunch of people that are so fucking interesting that they make everything else fall away. I beat box, beat on my desk, and freestyle with the guys that sit around me at 7 pm on a daily basis, and that in itself makes everything fucking awesome.
Alas, there is a bit of strife in my work life, and it doesnt come in the form of some bitch that doesn't like me, or an angry manager that has it out for me. No, it actually comes from the corporate office. They came today and had a meeting with all the managers in the center. And they've basically said, "we might shut you down, we'll tell you tomorrow at 2." haha. so now i don't know how long I'll be at suntrust. but it's cool, cause once i leave this job, i'll go to something that pays more. definitely.
Friends.
Now, sure, I've met a bunch of people, and some friends have had a bit of trouble in the past. but i'm happy to have reunited with the good ones. unfortunately, i've found that some people are not only ungrateful for the effort done on my part and feel like i owe them. and that i suck. to them all i can say is i'm sorry. i'm sorry you think i'm using you. i'm sorry you feel that i'm a piece of shit. i'm sorry that i probably won't regret half the shit you do, and eventually will. i hope you have nothing but happiness in your life. i'm sorry you felt our relationship should end like this.
Family.
As anyone who lives in our little blogosphere knows, my little boy is leaving. He's all grown up. and I'm happy to see him go. of course, i'll miss him but i know he's going to make good choices from here on out. this evening, he put on common's old album, and i got glimpses of going to sleep to it. remembrances of when the album came out. and the happiness it gave everyone who listened to it. such a good time in life.
i'm sure no matter how bad i feel, i won't be updating as much as i'd like. but i'll try.
right now, i'm happy. and i hope this entry finds everyone who reads it with a smile on their face. i love you all. good night.