It's so hard to see when your eyes are rolling in the back of your head...
Yo, I quit. So last night i went to holly's...tried going home...got scared...slept in her car. Today i wanted to go over and just sleep and she said that'd be rude. Understandable. Then she kept saying i treat her bad. Erm...i just drove 3 1/2 hours to see you on my day off. And i treat you like a princess. Iunno, i guess things i say when i get mad or upset with myself are harsh. And then she broke up with me. Break up number 4 guys. Anyone know what i did wrong? Cause i dont. Yeah i guess i'm a bitch. But i'm not. Really. So some one fill me in, please. Well i'm gonna try and talk to her in person. I know i can't get much out but, that's because i never have much to say. I just always think...i don't want anyone else. I have this cute, straight edge, emo girlfriend waiting for me. What more could i want? Sure we fight some times. But we make up. Sure she has flaws. But she's just human...and no one's perfect. I know i'm not. So i try to work around it. And i always pick the flowers from the weeds. That's how i go on without wanting to break up. Then she usually gets pissed at me for something I don't understand. And we fight. I'm mainly defending myself because...no one else will. And then she breaks up with me. And life sucks. Cause, when you've thrown so much away for something that you're SO sure about...then it fails...you crumble. You feel like you've lost a limb. That's how bad it feels. Well guys, that's my life story. So I guess i'll just be around today. Work at 4. Come see me. I need sympathy. <3
Gutted like a pig, and all you want is the W O R L D to bleed
Gutted like a pig, and all you want is the W O R L D to bleed