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my livejournal has turned really emo lately heh
right at this ssecond i am physically trying to hold back my tears
im so far gone that lost doesnt even come close describing how i feel
i feel like i have wasted the past year
but i laugh ive wasted the last 7 years of my life
and i feel like im going to waste the next
it feels like it doesnt matter how much i try i just cant get out
i want ...... i want something to have that i can be proud of
just one thing,that despite how much other crap is going on ill have that one thing that will put a smile on my face
one thing that despite how much other crap is going on i know i have something to live for.something that means something.something that in 7 years i can say the last 7 years wasnt a waste.
i miss you
right at this ssecond i am physically trying to hold back my tears
im so far gone that lost doesnt even come close describing how i feel
i feel like i have wasted the past year
but i laugh ive wasted the last 7 years of my life
and i feel like im going to waste the next
it feels like it doesnt matter how much i try i just cant get out
i want ...... i want something to have that i can be proud of
just one thing,that despite how much other crap is going on ill have that one thing that will put a smile on my face
one thing that despite how much other crap is going on i know i have something to live for.something that means something.something that in 7 years i can say the last 7 years wasnt a waste.
i miss you