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not alot of good has come since i last updated, ben and krista broke up but now there back together.
ummmmmmmmmmmmm other than that there really isnt much that i can say right now, i want to go away, this place isnt my home. being on the road felt normal, constantly moving onward never looking back but never heading in any general direction. that would be kinda fun.i just wish there was someone who shared the same passion as me.
no one in the living world can look into my eyes and see my soul, the way i wish they could. i know ive talked about me changing, but really it wasnt a change at all. ive been hiding my true feelings emotions actions and thoughts for so long that in a sense i hid myself.i created a false person and lived off him, i lived off a lie. now i am letting myself out all the emotion all the ways that i think are out in the open. there will be no secrets anymore.
lets start out with a recent secret, i was considering asking krista back out. but ben asked her out again and she said yes. i dont understand it. but i dont have to. i almost pushed myself into the 7th consecutive heart break that had her involved.
oh yea me bs discussed blacksmiths first and last entry and decided, yes. darkness can kill. it can become overwelming and drown the soul.slinging you into a deep depression which is just as bad as death.
sighned
alexander
*the apocolipse rose, a symbol of great buety, but also of great destruction*
ummmmmmmmmmmmm other than that there really isnt much that i can say right now, i want to go away, this place isnt my home. being on the road felt normal, constantly moving onward never looking back but never heading in any general direction. that would be kinda fun.i just wish there was someone who shared the same passion as me.
no one in the living world can look into my eyes and see my soul, the way i wish they could. i know ive talked about me changing, but really it wasnt a change at all. ive been hiding my true feelings emotions actions and thoughts for so long that in a sense i hid myself.i created a false person and lived off him, i lived off a lie. now i am letting myself out all the emotion all the ways that i think are out in the open. there will be no secrets anymore.
lets start out with a recent secret, i was considering asking krista back out. but ben asked her out again and she said yes. i dont understand it. but i dont have to. i almost pushed myself into the 7th consecutive heart break that had her involved.
oh yea me bs discussed blacksmiths first and last entry and decided, yes. darkness can kill. it can become overwelming and drown the soul.slinging you into a deep depression which is just as bad as death.
sighned
alexander
*the apocolipse rose, a symbol of great buety, but also of great destruction*