he told me there was nothing to worry about
and then sent me to a different doctor who would tell me that i needed another operation. and when he pointed to the spot where the tumor was, he made a small pistol out of his fingers and said, "right there." maybe he should've used a real gun?
i got a scan of my spine for precautionary reasons and have eagerly bin trying to get the results for the past 3 days, but the doctor has conveniently left town.
in my state of panic, my dreams have been telling me the results... 'from the top; we found a growth here, here, here, here, here, and here.' and then i wake up crying and relieved that it might not be true.
when i tell people they say, "it's normal to be scared"
why thank you, doctors. i don't need you to explain its normal, i need you to... i don't even know. you can't really help now, can you? no, must've been kidding myself.
i got a scan of my spine for precautionary reasons and have eagerly bin trying to get the results for the past 3 days, but the doctor has conveniently left town.
in my state of panic, my dreams have been telling me the results... 'from the top; we found a growth here, here, here, here, here, and here.' and then i wake up crying and relieved that it might not be true.
when i tell people they say, "it's normal to be scared"
why thank you, doctors. i don't need you to explain its normal, i need you to... i don't even know. you can't really help now, can you? no, must've been kidding myself.