Feb 09, 2008 12:50
I feel like I've been going crazy this last week, the first week I was ok... it seems like the homesickness kicked in officially this week.... i miss my mom like nothing else in the world. i miss watching tv with her and us making fun of everything together, i miss smoking out with her, i miss going to bars with her, i miss everything about her. everything.
i just wish i didn't worry so much about money, although right now if some doesn't come in i won't be able to pay my car insurance in a week and i think we all know that isn't fucking good.
i have to go to court two weeks from monday, fuck portland cops. whatever, my headlight is fixed i'm just nervous about going to court.
i miss my fish, his name was court.
when i get some money i'm going to drive to astoria, pretend i found the fucking treasure in the bottom of the ocean and run on the beach, too bad the little asian boy won't be there. i bet if i knew corey i could get him to do it, what the fuck is he doing anyway?
as soon as i get some money i'm going to start exploring this rose city, and i can't fucking wait.
next week i'll be all alone in the apartment.... i don't know what i'll do besides going even more crazy
is it march yet?