I know, you know, I know
i have so many ideas about writing that when i really sit and start typing about it, i don't know how to organize. anyway, it's been a long time since my last update, many things have changed, for good, i guess. months ago i didn't have this desire of writing, but lately i've been so quiet to people, and i need to express myself.
so, when i came back from my trip to usa, everything changed. my parents have been fighting a lot and i had been stressed about it (as usual, i may say). early in april, i said to my parents i couldn't handle their fights anymore, because i was getting too sad and i couldn't concentrate in school or work. my family was falling apart. my wish was that everything could end up, and it did, just for a couple of days. then they started all over again, and i kept ignoring everything. until the day before yesterday: my dad was extremely pissed to my mother, and i was so over that. he realized he was making my life a mess. i guess, he thinks that if he gives me money everything is going to be ok. but it's not. he hasn't apologized until today, but i know he wants to, he is being gentle to me. at least, my parents are "in peace" these days. i'm really happy i am talking about this openly.
and about me, i am great in general. on the weekend before the last one, i met all my best friends in são paulo, especially vike and joana, they're the best. i felt so sad when i came back. but i'll come back there soon for são paulo fashion week. and yeah, that's it.
ps: today it's my best friend yux's birthday. happy bday darling, ily.
so, when i came back from my trip to usa, everything changed. my parents have been fighting a lot and i had been stressed about it (as usual, i may say). early in april, i said to my parents i couldn't handle their fights anymore, because i was getting too sad and i couldn't concentrate in school or work. my family was falling apart. my wish was that everything could end up, and it did, just for a couple of days. then they started all over again, and i kept ignoring everything. until the day before yesterday: my dad was extremely pissed to my mother, and i was so over that. he realized he was making my life a mess. i guess, he thinks that if he gives me money everything is going to be ok. but it's not. he hasn't apologized until today, but i know he wants to, he is being gentle to me. at least, my parents are "in peace" these days. i'm really happy i am talking about this openly.
and about me, i am great in general. on the weekend before the last one, i met all my best friends in são paulo, especially vike and joana, they're the best. i felt so sad when i came back. but i'll come back there soon for são paulo fashion week. and yeah, that's it.
ps: today it's my best friend yux's birthday. happy bday darling, ily.