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Ok, I am sick and pist off at all. I have learned that everyone I use to be really cool with are now some of the biggest ass's in the world. I have decided not to post in here for awhile. Idon't think anyone who wants to know how I am doing to even care. And if they do, they could just call me. It's times like these that I wish I was younger again. A time where I din't hve much a care in the world. A time where I feel that I am more of an adult than most of my friends. I have given up. Given up on all. There is a void in my life that still has not be filled and is starting to get to me. I am smoking again, and more often that I ever did. At a time where I want to lose weight, I am eating more. This is not how I want to live my life. I know I bitch about things, but these are the only ones. Until these get resolved, I will be an utter mess. I need time to rediscover. Time alone from everything that makes crazy, pist, and sad. But to this I would have to face these anyway. So whats the point. Once again, have fun. For the fact I will not be updating for the longest time.