I have never failed to fail

[illyjay]

Well I started at college yesterday. I'm at NTC doing Motor Vechile Studies, I seem to be almost the only girl on the site (I've seen about 2 others) and I'm surrounded by dumbshit scallies. Yesterday was spent doing a lot of admin and orientation. One of the things we had to do was a numeracy/literacy test at a standard which I haven't encountered since year 4... as long as I don't let my brain go to rot I'll be fine... I got speaking to a few of the lads so at least I've got people to talk to (even if most of them are wanker scallies). I've got Tuesdays off so its pretty cool... we should hopefully be starting in the workshop later this week *dude*

Its still going pretty cool with Zoe and its her birthday on the 19th so on the Monday after (22nd) we're out to 5th Ave. stumpy_thedwarf, snowyowlofdoom if either of you are working that night can you let me know cos we want to do a little more than just go and get lethered...

I was meant to be starting a new job day in a cafe near Piccadilly Station but it only took 10 min for me to see what an absolute dick the manager was (plus he was really greasy), anyway gauntlets were thrown and I ended up punching the dick and storming out. Not too bothered anyway cos it would have been a shit ass place to work in. But a need a job so badly...

I'm not sure what else to say.

I will never bother you
I will never promise to
I will never follow you
I will never bother you

Never speak a word again
I will crawl away for good

I won't move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
Always knew it would come to this

Things have never been so swell
I have never failed to fail

Pain
Pain
Pain

You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right

I'm so warm and calm inside
I no longer have to hide
There's talk about someone else
Sterling silver begins to melt

Nothing really bothers her
She just wants to love herself

I won't move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
Always knew it would come to this

Things have never been so swell
I have never failed to fail

Pain
Pain
Pain
Pain
Pain

You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right