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crimsonpieces You need someone loyal.
People have let you down since forever and you
have always been left by yourself. Your life
spark is now barely flickering and there is a
big feeling of emptiness and hopelessness. You
don't know what to do anymore in your life and
everything has a sense of meaningless to it.
Though you're not only sad, you also carry hate
and many grudges on people. You have a hard
time letting people in, but with your history
you don't even desire that so much anymore.
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Quizilla So awhile ago, we had a cell group meeting at church. But still, I feel alienated from the rest of the people my age. Everyone's just getting along well, chatting and stuff, and me, I'm usually alone. Maybe because I prefer to. But I'm just so tired of doing stuff to fit in, I've done that in highschool, and now I'm just a take-what-you-get kind of person.
And now we have to take turns leading the cell group, and I hate leading. I'm just a follower. I prefer doing thatbecause nothing is expected of me and if I don't want to follow, I just don't and no one would have to follow me because I'm not the leader anyway. There are random moments when I'd go up and lead for a while, but this is only when there isn't anyone willing or in the mood to lead at the moment. Gahhhhh.
And I'm still on dial-up and it's taking forever for the songs I want to get to download. I still have two song zip files to download, and then a number of individual songs, and gahhh, I'll be here forever.