close to hyperventilation

Mar 07, 2010 20:06

I've had a very productive weekend. Normally, I just waste the weekend hours away, so I consider this an accomplishment.

One, I've cleaned my room. There's still the shoes left to organize, but after a week or two of the general cleaning session, I've made a promise to myself to make an effort to keep it clean and dust free. I even mopped! Our floor was shiny.

Two, I finally got down and did the online courses for my reciprocity license application to New York. Now all that's left is to fill out the forms, some quick notarizing by an attorney, then off to mail it. The filling out will be done tonight

Three, I have partially filled out the application for the Global Xchange program I've talked about before. Except I can't bring myself to finish it because reading on one group's adventures got me...I dunno, scared. Like, right now, my heart is thumping nervously. It's not that what they did or the place they went to were dangerous, but the thought of doing something absolutely unknown scares the hell out of me. I mean, they had group activities that included physical games! I can't do physical stuff, I suck at it! Also, I feel like such a sheltered individual that I wouldn't have anything to impart.

And then I start thinking of how it would be a good experience, that you're not only meeting new people, you're also helping and best of all, learning about different cultures. Also how I've always been comfortable my whole life, that maybe it's time to get out of my comfort zone...

I'm going to watch the figure skating parts of Vancouver 2010 again to calm myself. Then it's reviewing my Spanish for tomorrow.

serious-thoughts

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