confessions of a drunk
soooo i havnt written in this thing forever. ill warn you beforehand i am drunk as a skunk while i write this . and full to bursting with the most delicious pita ever. so yea, its been a horrible semester soo far. i mean, only my own fault for ruining everything as usual. or maybe just for guys being retarted. but yea, i guess last entry i was all excited, saw the same dude tonight like twice, amd pretty much every day, he is a loser. so yea. l
lots of shit has happened. people have come back into my life and fallen out of it like...i dont know, some poetic metaphor that i cant think up. i love how drunken rants on AIM have brought 2 aweosome kids back into existence for me,even if i hated them for awhile, maybe i shouldnt have? i dont know, i dont trust guys at all. I just want a good relationship now, and i'v been hurt so many, many times I dont want to believe that any guy wants anything more then just a piece of ass. because everytime i believe that i get my heart nbroken.
im so drunk right now, i just got back from downtown and no one will read this, but im going to write in it anyway. im so sick of fake ass people, we havce a million "friends' but do we have any friends? im sick of girls who stare and giggle. I'm sick of guys that make you feel like your something special, that hold your hand and cuddle with you only to ignore you late and act offended that you thought something more would happen. im sick of friends that sit back and wathc the same shit happen to you again and again.
I'm sick of TODD DINNING HALL! YUCK.
im sorry im ranting but it feels good to drunk rant
im ready to stop daydreaming about that someone who makes me want to stop going out completly, and face reality. I'm ready to stop waiting for someone to come along that actually gives a rats ass. I'm ready to lay with that guy all day and night, im ready to skiip classes because he feels shitty, im ready for so much.
this alcohol brings out the best and worst in me. worst in writing skills, best in truthfulness.
i need that someone
i need them soon
im ready for everything
im ready for change
i want to please them and only them
i can do everything and anything
its all i need and all i want
im a drunk and im scared and thats all i can ever be.
lots of shit has happened. people have come back into my life and fallen out of it like...i dont know, some poetic metaphor that i cant think up. i love how drunken rants on AIM have brought 2 aweosome kids back into existence for me,even if i hated them for awhile, maybe i shouldnt have? i dont know, i dont trust guys at all. I just want a good relationship now, and i'v been hurt so many, many times I dont want to believe that any guy wants anything more then just a piece of ass. because everytime i believe that i get my heart nbroken.
im so drunk right now, i just got back from downtown and no one will read this, but im going to write in it anyway. im so sick of fake ass people, we havce a million "friends' but do we have any friends? im sick of girls who stare and giggle. I'm sick of guys that make you feel like your something special, that hold your hand and cuddle with you only to ignore you late and act offended that you thought something more would happen. im sick of friends that sit back and wathc the same shit happen to you again and again.
I'm sick of TODD DINNING HALL! YUCK.
im sorry im ranting but it feels good to drunk rant
im ready to stop daydreaming about that someone who makes me want to stop going out completly, and face reality. I'm ready to stop waiting for someone to come along that actually gives a rats ass. I'm ready to lay with that guy all day and night, im ready to skiip classes because he feels shitty, im ready for so much.
this alcohol brings out the best and worst in me. worst in writing skills, best in truthfulness.
i need that someone
i need them soon
im ready for everything
im ready for change
i want to please them and only them
i can do everything and anything
its all i need and all i want
im a drunk and im scared and thats all i can ever be.