Tenth Punch
[Hey guys here's a self monologue with the phone off the hook. Worst luck ever.]
I don't get why I put everyone else before myself. A friend pointed it out to me the other day and I decided that she's right but... I have to protect the people around me. It's still bothering me though; she seemed so worried; I didn't mean to worry her. I guess I really am an idiot, like Biri biri's always saying.
I just know I'd rather get hurt then see anyone else around me get hurt anymore but... my arm seems to be pretty useless here. It should be able to bust right out of this place to begin with. But here it only seems to work in certain situations.... I guess that's better than nothing but I should be able to do something about this situation.
I should get used to it and make do with what I have. Moping around isn't going to do shit.
I don't get why I put everyone else before myself. A friend pointed it out to me the other day and I decided that she's right but... I have to protect the people around me. It's still bothering me though; she seemed so worried; I didn't mean to worry her. I guess I really am an idiot, like Biri biri's always saying.
I just know I'd rather get hurt then see anyone else around me get hurt anymore but... my arm seems to be pretty useless here. It should be able to bust right out of this place to begin with. But here it only seems to work in certain situations.... I guess that's better than nothing but I should be able to do something about this situation.
I should get used to it and make do with what I have. Moping around isn't going to do shit.