umm...Random?
Nothing
really
happened today. I noticed I havent been writing in my journal often. It's the homework's fault -_- I have 4 test tomorrow. 4 TEST!!!! All test are based on memorization. I gaurentee tomorrow I'm going to forget everything. I had a math quiz today...heh heh...I did bad, I think. I got my chem test back. I got a 65 O_O
I think I really need help in chem. I notice for me Math and Science together are not a good combination in my brain.
Somtimes when I keep getting really bad grades back it depresses me in my schoolwork. It makes me feel very negative about myself. I know I know it's stupid. It's like grades effects my self-esteem. I start feeling useless. Somtimes when I do so bad, I just want to be like why don't I drop out of school. I think stupid stuff like that.
Also a thought of randomness. Everytime I see someone smoking a cigarette it makes me tempted to try it. I always want to try a cigarette just to experience it. Wow, I don't understand myself I think I'm losing it, or going through a wierd phased. I mean I'm not depressed. If anything negative is going on, its how I feel about my grades. I hate Jr. year. I dont know I might be exaggerating. I really like how everything is going except the grades. I dont know where to really for for extra help. Especially in math. Petrakis is just not clear on anything. Chem well it's just oen of those subjects that not really anyone can help you with. It's somthing that you have to use your own brain-meat with.
Kelly's butterfly in the sleeve of her shirt, really creeped me out. Haha. Wow that was the most unusual thing I heard in years. Thought I should note that ;-)
The Red Sox's won!!!! Yay! I hope they win the world series =)
really
happened today. I noticed I havent been writing in my journal often. It's the homework's fault -_- I have 4 test tomorrow. 4 TEST!!!! All test are based on memorization. I gaurentee tomorrow I'm going to forget everything. I had a math quiz today...heh heh...I did bad, I think. I got my chem test back. I got a 65 O_O
I think I really need help in chem. I notice for me Math and Science together are not a good combination in my brain.
Somtimes when I keep getting really bad grades back it depresses me in my schoolwork. It makes me feel very negative about myself. I know I know it's stupid. It's like grades effects my self-esteem. I start feeling useless. Somtimes when I do so bad, I just want to be like why don't I drop out of school. I think stupid stuff like that.
Also a thought of randomness. Everytime I see someone smoking a cigarette it makes me tempted to try it. I always want to try a cigarette just to experience it. Wow, I don't understand myself I think I'm losing it, or going through a wierd phased. I mean I'm not depressed. If anything negative is going on, its how I feel about my grades. I hate Jr. year. I dont know I might be exaggerating. I really like how everything is going except the grades. I dont know where to really for for extra help. Especially in math. Petrakis is just not clear on anything. Chem well it's just oen of those subjects that not really anyone can help you with. It's somthing that you have to use your own brain-meat with.
Kelly's butterfly in the sleeve of her shirt, really creeped me out. Haha. Wow that was the most unusual thing I heard in years. Thought I should note that ;-)
The Red Sox's won!!!! Yay! I hope they win the world series =)