A wolf, in sheep's lingerie.
It's sad when you realize that you would do almost anything for someone, but that they wouldn't do it for you. I've grown too attached to him again...and it's smacking me in the face. Hard.
Heh, you know, it really fucking hurts.
"The one who loves the other less, is the one who is in control." This has been passed from friend to friend starting in high school..and it never gets old. I used to be the one in control; but I think it has shifted....and I'm panicking. What the hell am I afraid of if I'm not with him? Not getting a guy? Not getting some action? Being alone? I'm perfectly content with myself. But letting him hurt me..makes me angry with myself. Because I let him. But alas. We all have to learn some way, right?
Gah. Relationhips are ___________. Yea, go ahead, insert a word. Let's see what we get...
Heh, you know, it really fucking hurts.
"The one who loves the other less, is the one who is in control." This has been passed from friend to friend starting in high school..and it never gets old. I used to be the one in control; but I think it has shifted....and I'm panicking. What the hell am I afraid of if I'm not with him? Not getting a guy? Not getting some action? Being alone? I'm perfectly content with myself. But letting him hurt me..makes me angry with myself. Because I let him. But alas. We all have to learn some way, right?
Gah. Relationhips are ___________. Yea, go ahead, insert a word. Let's see what we get...