Sep 04, 2005 20:54
HELP I have done it again...
I have been warn many times before
hurt myself again today...
and the worst part is theirs no one to
blame..
be my freind.hold me.wrap me up.unfold me
i am needy..warm me up
unbreathe me..
OUCH..i have lost myself again..lost myself
and the will to be..
FOUND~
I had the worse birthday i dont wanna talk about it...it hurts to much..
and i dont feel like hearing what i dont wanna hear..i need to stop crying..and
eating..and sleeping..i need to punch u in the eyes,
soul and heart ..so u feel just as much pain
as i am feeling in these places......i wanted to see something different
something you said would change me....wanted to be anything different
everything you would change in me