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Ok so my computer sucks majorly! I just wrote an entry and then it froze. What a piece of fucking shit! I really am about to throw it out the window because it's being gay. I'm sooooo tired right now I didnt go to bed till like 6 in the morning and then Casey woke me up at like 12. I just cant live off of six hours of sleep it's just not possible. I tried to nap, but I couldnt fall asleep. Things just kept running through my head. Having Casey, Catherine, and Ashely come visit me, made me home sick. I just want it to be summer, I miss all my friends! only 19 days. Hopefully it will go by fast, i'm not looking forward to finals though! they're going to be a bitch. It was horrible I had to give a presentation in ISS on thursday and I forgot to breath. I didnt know it was possible. Breathing is like a given. I mean we know how to breath from the moment we are born. But me in front of people and them all looking at me equals me not breathing and wanting to crawl into a black hole and die.
So yeah guys confuse the hell out of me right now. I dont really have good reasons, I think I'm just over dramatic and high maintenance when it comes to him. I just think that he should act the way he use to, but hes not going to because people change and things happen. I mean I guess its hard when your not there. I dont know I know he cares, but then part of me is like what if he just wants to get me back for breaking his heart, even though I know he doesnt. People just suck!
Erin I <3 U! I hope you had fun last night and are feeling better!